I’m killing time in Barnes & Noble since they’re open until 11pm and I have nowhere to be until 11:30 when I pick up my daughter at prom. I want to stay close, but not too close, and it’s too far to drive all the way home and back anyway.
I guess I should explain that my daughter has Asperger’s Syndrome, diagnosed during her sophomore year. She’s very smart, polite and pretty, but has always been a loner — left out, teased, bullied, marching to the beat of a different drummer. The other students either think she’s extremely brainy, or just odd, because of her advanced vocabulary, deep thinking, and a demeanor which shouts, “I want to be alone” even though that’s not what she means at all.
This is the first dance she’s been to since freshman year. That was a disaster. My husband and I took her out to eat since she didn’t have a date and of course there were a bunch of other students with their dates at the same restaurant a few tables away from us. We dropped her off at the dance, then went to the movies. An hour later, got a call from her that she wanted to be picked up right away because she was having a terrible time. All the kids were “bumping and grinding” and she was being ignored. She has had no desire to go to any dance since then — until now — senior prom.
Thinking back to the freshman dance experience, and the numerous times we’ve had to pick her up early at school events when she was either uncomfortable or bored or just decided she was ready to leave, I’m hoping for the best – that she’ll have a fun and memorable evening – or at least make it through the whole dance until it ends at 11:30. I’m also prepared for the worst – a call from her or a chaperone asking to pick her up. That’s why I’m staying fairly close. So far, so good though.
She doesn’t have a date, but met up with a group of about 20 classmates at one of their homes where the parents were putting on dinner for all of them. Some were going as couples, most were going “stag”. I walked her in and chit-chatted with some of the other parents as we took photos and complimented the young adults in all their finery before taking our leave of them. Since she doesn’t have her own car yet, she was to get a ride to the dance from a classmate.
Texts… dance started at 8:30 pm
8:44 pm Hey
8:44 pm Everything ok?
9:34 pm Yes I guess
No more since then, and it’s now 10:02. I’ll figure no news is good news. Fingers crossed that she’ll have a positively memorable evening.